philipchevron wrote:Thank you Heather. Please know that all expressions of support and care are received by me with exactly the same sincerity of feeling with which they were sent, and they continue to lift me.
I did consider keeping some sort of blog or diary of my treatment but I worried, correctly, as it turns out, that my moods would be too changeable to commit anything reliable or unalarming to print. There are days when it all seems improbable or even impossible. There are days when the treatment is too unbearable to face. And then there are days when I more or less take it in my stride. Worst are the days when I know I'm putting myself through all this without any guarantees at the other end.
In the end, I have realised that, tiredness allowing, carrying on as normally as possible is the best defence I have. That and the knowledge that people care very much.
Phil x
philipchevron wrote:Thank you Heather. Please know that all expressions of support and care are received by me with exactly the same sincerity of feeling with which they were sent, and they continue to lift me.
I did consider keeping some sort of blog or diary of my treatment but I worried, correctly, as it turns out, that my moods would be too changeable to commit anything reliable or unalarming to print. There are days when it all seems improbable or even impossible. There are days when the treatment is too unbearable to face. And then there are days when I more or less take it in my stride. Worst are the days when I know I'm putting myself through all this without any guarantees at the other end.
In the end, I have realised that, tiredness allowing, carrying on as normally as possible is the best defence I have. That and the knowledge that people care very much.
Phil x
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